i can't proceed with drawing somethings the way i wanted it too look like. and it's hard for me to express myself at times, as i come from a family that has this mindset that 'children should be seen and not heard', so naturally, all i say doesn't count, what i think doesn't matter. now i can't say most of what i think aloud and straight out anymore. what a twisted world
hence....urgh!damn frustration. somebody say something positive and fun to meh~~~*yell* i don't want to morph into this emo negative thingy tomorrow, lol. i want to face my day tomorrow with a big smile on my face 8D.